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confused .
Monday, May 18, 2009 //
 i'm currently going nuts , trying to uninstall windows messenger and re install . it has problems, which is why i can't sign in currently.getting help from my dear huixin(:. ahh , some connection problem. mum is telling me to wait for my kor to come home to do. ahhh , i'll listen then , since there's nothing i can do now. today's chinese was super boring. i just noticed that actually , luo lao shi rushes through the ke wen , not really explainging. so inexperienced! ugh , english. i gotback my narrative and descriptive essay's results. so so so totally dissapointed with my this term's english results. for descriptive essay , 8/10 , if only they counted illustation! narrative , wasn't that good too. 21/30 only. but well , highest is 24/30 , nataliee! geography was a bore. mrs koh is so dull. her classes are not interesting , AT ALL. we did , oh wait , i wasn't listening so i don't know , haha. only know its chapter 20 something , haah. PE , did silat(sp?) super retarded yet fun at the same time. i laughed until my stomach hurted. zachary laughter so freaky. ying jia and him just no w was like "ha" "ya" , making sound effects for their actions , haha. the coach funny (: , he has think purplish hair (:. the "Assistaint" of his was like quite pissed sometimes cause some people kept critsizing about their sport , but sometimes he laughes wildly with us. today was the first time me and gigi saw mr tong laughing , smiling ;O. so rare. recess , for some reason , everyone went to class super early. i thought what , got some teacher wanted to see us or something , but nothing! ;O our class seriously can't cooperate , can't you all just group yourself quickly? everyone made meng jiao so angry. seriously , you all should not give trouble to meng jiao and zachary , i know that they are already facing lots of stress. english literature , mrs G. didn't come. ):. so we had some relieve teacher. she couldn't control the class ;O. student council interview. it was delayed , so sat in canteen with jessie , jia ning , xing ying , michelle and some guys. so waited , and waited and waited. finally , my turn (:. was interviewed by three seniors . yu ping came in halfwayy ,haha. the interview was okay , didn't get very hard questions , (:.reached home like four plus?jie brought 6 friends over to play , lol. they end exams luhh! so play! I want to be alone; But once I am , I can't stand the solitude. I want everything to be quiet; But once it is, i can't stand the silence. I want to live my life; But once I start, I just feel like dying. I want to be happy; But once I am, I always become sad. I want to laugh; But when I do, I feel like crying. I want to be loved; But once I am, I feel nothing but hate. I want to forget the past; But once I do, I want to remember it again. I want to be strong; But once I am, I always become weak. I don't know what's wrong; I don't know why I feel this way,Just please understand i'm confused. |
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